Thursday, February 9, 2012

whut a bizi day~

arini sangat biziiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!


bye~

tired..

cukup la ape yang aku sacrifice utk dia slame nie..aku da penat nk ambil peduli atau menyayangi..for me im done tryin..enuff is enuff..if dia rase bley cari org lain yang lagi baek dari aku..silekan..im not said that im perfect..but den aku rase aku dh buat yg tbaek utk dia n our relationship..aku xmintak dihargai..tapi cukup utk menyayangi n memahami aku.if die ckp aku xcube nak fhm dia,aku xley nk buat ape..i still can accept die eventho aku tau die men judi,hutang byk..i dun even care pon psl tu..

well..mmg dugaan tunang macam nie or mmg we all x persefahaman..blur seketika..walhal de bape bulan lagi jea nak kawen..satu ape x prepare..YaAllah, jika die btl jodoh aku, tolong la sdrkan dia bahwa sememangnye aku sgt mencintai dia..aku bukan menyayangi die utk duit atau harta,tapi aku perlukan kaish sayang dari die.dengan latar belakang family aku yg tidak sempurna,aku ingin dia bimbing aku ke jln yang diredhaiMu tuhan..

Jika ditakdirkan dia bkn jodohku, aku terima dengan seadanya..akan aku doakan dia agar dpt jodoh yg memahami isi hatinya lebey dari aku..yang boleh menerima diri dia seadaanya.. :)

sometym i think dat after so many failed relationships, i've turned stone cold n jst cant trust again.. :)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Welcome to da family irish~

oye oye......adek baru...hahahaha....
pada 4/11/2009, mama selamat melahirkan baby nye yang terakhir...

Name: Nur Irish Qalesha
D.O.B: 4 November 2009
Gender: Girl
Weight: 3.24kgs born at PPUM Hospital





letting u go

Maybe, if my heart stops beating,
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it wont hurt this much

Monday, November 9, 2009

i swear i do

sometimes i hate u. but sometimes i don't.
sometimes i could hate myself but sometimes i couldn't.
sometimes i should hate people around me which i shouldn't.
i'm sorry. i can't stop myself from hating people.
that is because i am an ordinary human being.
and i hope u accept me as i am.


not in a good mood.
everything is a mess right now.
nothing will come out well.
i swear i hate this feeling.
i really do.

i lose the most precious thing.
the lose makes me complicated.
cause when i look aside.
it's not there like it should be in the first place.
i hope i get it back.
the one that makes me hypnotyzed.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Wowieeeee...im back..

perghhhh..bersarang siut blog aku nih..
hahahaha...nak wat cm mane kan..
umah lame xder internet..
now dh pindah baru ade wireless..
so pas nie leh la update slalu...
ehhehehehe...
btw aku dh pindah ampang blk.
last time ddk kat sentul..
1year contract dh abis so cari blk umah kat ampang..
yey..akhirnye...
will update more later k..
daa~